-Ernest Hemingway
Horoscope : Enlightenment
December 31, 2008I was spending the other night in The Coffee Bean with my good friends, Danski and Aaron. We had the newspapers and i was browsing on the page where the horoscope is, sort of enlightenment today from someone. The irony is - just before i read that - Danski was kinda giving us some light about life; though i started the question about death. I loved the flow of conversation we had that moment - an “Aha” moment. At least a part of my mind’s clearing up this time. I wondered where’d my faith had gone? Why these thoughts even cluttered in my head?
At this moment, the clouds are clearing up the view from my sun, little by little…
Twilight Saga
December 27, 2008Okay, let me guess what you’re thinking? Another twilightish blog? Again…? and again..? Can’t you you just get over it Liza…?
Alright, i just wanna let this out okay?
I’ve just finished the fourth and last book of this crazy vampire story - Breaking Dawn - which kinda make me feel sad as my mind drifted slowly back into reality as i’ve ended the book. I realized that it’s time to face all my worries again, like looking for a new apartment to stay in Makati and enrolling for the next term. Sigh..
Just a quick review on the series, sorry i’m quite a biased and my reviews on these boks are all pros; (***Spoiler Alert***)
Twilight
The first book shows how Bella and Edward met and fell passionately in love with each other. Stephenie introduced to her readers how perfect our Edward Cullen is. Here, we’ve met the Cullen family who I guess (in human point of view) have all they’ve ever wished for except that they aren’t human. Steph just gave the readers a little action here when James (the sexiest villain in town..hehe, agree?) stepped in the baseball scene to give Bella and the Cullens a hard time.
In this book, every girl (including moms) fell in love with Edward. Sorry Prince Charming, I’m afraid your time is over and you have to give way to the hottest vampire ever- Edward Cullen. Yeah, screw the prince on a white horse, we want a vampire with the shiny silver volvo! (forwarded text msg from regz)
As for the movie, ofcourse it must not be compared with the book because it can’t cover every details of it. Lucky Rob, because of Edward, he’s now the most eligible bachelor on earth for most of us girls 
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New Moon
The saddest book in the series. I’ve cried during the part where Bella describes how painful it was when Edward left her. The words that Steph used were just right that reader could feel the antagonizing pain on Bella’s end. I felt the defiance Bella felt, to numb the thrusting pain in her chest. I even thought (hoped actually) that Edward was really there protecting Bella all the while but she just had her hallunications of him. Jacob plays a deal of a role here while Edward was nowhere beside Bella. Then, at the end, tears of joy when Edward finally was with Bella.
As for the villain part, Victoria was mentioned a few times, but it was Laurent who was physically there in the fighting scene. This book had left a scar on my heart as if i was Bella whom Edward had left (yah right, funny).
Eclipse
I don’t know but the third book left me not so memorable part of the series, maybe because i’m so excited on the last book that i’ve recently finished, just moments ago.
Oh yeah, Victoria appeared here in the third book and fought with Edward and Seth Clearwater. Victoria made herself a coven of newborns and brought them to fight with the Cullens, in vengeance of James. I only appreciated Jacob Black after reading this book. I saw how he loved Bella and i saw also how he was hurt when Bella chose Edward over him. The werewolves strory telling part though kinda bored me a little that i didn’t read very keenly the lines.
Breaking Dawn
The most exciting part of the series. Maybe because it’s full of action rather than the usual cheesy lines from Edward. One scene i love is when Bella was giving birth to Reneesme. It kept my heart pounding as what was going to happen next, then suddenly, Jacob gave up on her and thought that she was dead. Tears form my eyes flowed again. (the heck i know its funny). I love the cars also, Bella’s Mercedes Gurdian and her Ferrari, Edward’s Volvo and his Aston Martin Vanquish, Alice’s yellow Porsche, Rosalie’s BMW convertible, Emmett’s jeep, Carlisle’s mercedes, the motorbikes, even Charlie’s cruiser and the old chevy pick-up.
The second part i love is the scene with the Volturri’s. I pictured the “might be” movie and i think that men could really love this part. This is full of action and super-power stuff that might be of interests to them…And i super love the talent that Bella learned she has during her early vampire days, so cool…:)
It’s Christmas Day!
December 25, 2008 
Okay, it’s Christmas day and here I am in front of the pc, killing my social life. i’m so drowned by the book Breaking Dawn that i’m too lazy to get up even to eat my meals. I don’t know…It’s too crazy, it’s so addictive. I’m nearly at the end of the ebook which i already tansferred to my ipod so i can lay down while i read. It really sinked into me. I cried literally when Jacob lost his hope and thought that Bella was dead. What is so wrong with me, i feel like i’m in these scenes that i’m trying to ignore that there are things i need to do, like reply to my text messages. I envy Bella, Edward and Jacob, for having these passionate feelings inside them, so passionate that i would describe them as just fictional. I wouldn’t know if these really exist.
For now, all i wanted to do is to finish it up, and go on living in my real world.
Why not try to take a sleeping pill and fight off your drowsiness…cool eh?
December 23, 2008. just feeling so sleepy today that the words i’m reading can’t even get through my head…
On Marky’s Death
December 15, 2008
Life is hard…
To live is harder…
Yet..death is just so easy…
Are life offerings not enough?
Does heart beats stronger than our brain thinks? Is it worth to lose your soul in exchange for the numbness you’ll feel when you’re faced with death? I wonder how much he’s hurt that the pain of death is more bearable. But how does one can measure the bearability of pain…? How much is enough? How strong one should be to be able to endure it?
Do we have the right to criticize someone who’s sufferring from a damaging pain when the fact is we don’t even know how it feels nor how it cripples one’s sanity. When one’s mind is smeared, he can’t think of anything rational. When one heart’s bruised, he can only feel the excruciating pain, pained blood pumping through his veins. When one is gasping for air, water might be flooding inside his lungs. So how are we to decide what’s best for him? When we don’t even know about it…?
