It’s Christmas Day!

Okay, it’s Christmas day and here I am in front of the pc, killing my social life. i’m so drowned by the book Breaking Dawn that i’m too lazy to get up even to eat my meals. I don’t know…It’s too crazy, it’s so addictive.  I’m nearly at the end of the ebook which i already tansferred to my ipod so i can lay down while i read. It really sinked into me. I cried literally when Jacob lost his hope and thought that Bella was dead. What is so wrong with me, i feel like i’m in these scenes that i’m trying to ignore that there are things i need to do, like reply to my text messages. I envy Bella, Edward and Jacob, for having these passionate feelings inside them, so passionate that i would describe them as just fictional. I wouldn’t know if these really exist.

For now, all i wanted to do is to finish it up, and go on living in my real world.