Suddenly…

Suddenly…

i feel excited about

my future…

my present…

my past…

Funny how the three different times could crashed into one other.

It’s a euphoric feeling.

The most exciting part is the future ahead. Clear and well intended. The thing i planned and knowing that it is going well as it is.  It seems so promising, and different. No one would know what would be the series of events then after. I could only see a blurry set of photos, but only i after i pressed the button that i will see the picture i’m taking, clearly. Future will be set only after my decisions, our decisions…how things and actions will collide.

The most enjoyabale part is the present. Moments that make you feel so young and carefree. Friends who would make you feel that being single is not a curse, as what others are making you feel,  but a fortunate eccentricity for you to enjoy life, without the complications of a stricken-debilitated heart. These are the moments when you truly feel happy, sincerely happy - because of them.

The most memorable part is the past. Memories that are so long forgotten yet they come in a flash that would make you feel nostalgic about the things that had happened. The past which brought us all learnings and experiences that won’t make you do same all over again. Yet, we’re thankful, because somehow, the past shaped us and transformed us to who we are right now.

How i felt, can’t explain, it’s been a long while now, since i’ve felt something…