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They say, people come into our lives to serve a purpose…so I’m just gonna accept it, all that is happening.
After all, i can’t do anything but to heal the wounds.

It’ll sure leave a deep scar in my heart - my well-polished, innocent heart.

But that is how each of us lives in this world, counting the wounds and scars in our hearts to serve as badge
of our strength and courage to carry on.

I shouldn’t mind if he left a flaw on my heart because that would shield me eventually against the arrows that might strike again anytime.

I will not be scared to try again, because after all, love is the only fuel that runs our soul. Without it, we just keep on hanging somewhere unfamiliar.

I’ll stand tall after all that had happened.

I promise that I wouldn’t be afraid of love, my own passionate way of showing
love to someone who deserves it, the way it never happened…the way it should have happened…

Rainy season means sadness

Yesterday, I let it all out to Him, for He’s the only one who undertands what I’m going through, every bit detail of how I feel.

Finally, I felt the tears visible out of my body, at least it has finally escaped its long struggle inside my heart, and finally it freed itself.

It felt comforting, Him in front of me, and a friend beside me who just kept her silence for she knew it was all enough to comfort me.

I understand that I’m just passing thru an unpaved part of the road…

It may flattened my tire but soon someone will pass to help me change it.

People come into our lives and sometimes we wonder why they came, only hurting us at the end.

But, later we’ll realize that they served a purpose…and only later that we’ll realize that they’ve contributed to the learnings in life. Only later that we’ll realize… not at this point when everything’s seems to be blurry and incomprehensible.

Rain has come - season of sadness and sorrow. I’ll let it creep into me for a while, but only just this season…and I’ll wait for the sunshine…