-Ernest Hemingway
The Second
July 18, 2010Time has been driving fast; too fast that I couldn’t catch up.
This is for the second year of this blog.
The Borrowed
July 7, 2010
“Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn’t it?
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
“I hate love.”
- Neil Gaiman
The Anxious
June 28, 2010 
Please do not think that my friends are more important than you.
Just as the universe retains its balance.
Because without them, I could have gone insane when you left me.
The Wait
June 20, 2010

Just so you know, I didn’t walk away. I was just at the door, waiting for the knob to turn. But it didn’t.
It’s time to turn back.






